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[14 Feb 2008|02:11pm] |
Ok. Apparently, I have just extended another 2 weeks. At this rate, i'm never going to get to quit.
So much for all the hype and tearful goodbyes, and farewell lunch and well wishe for the future.
Thank goodness I haven't sent out that "Thank you for all your support" email. =/
ROAR.
ROAR ROAR ROAR.
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| Last day |
[14 Feb 2008|11:09am] |
After months and months of procrastinating, I have finally reached my last day of work at IBM.
FAQ
Q1: How long have you been working at IBM?
Ans: About 2.5 years. Since Aug 2005
Q2: So why did you decide to leave IBM?
Ans: It's been 2.5 years. Other possible answers include "last year of my degree", and "I just need to take a break and think about what i want to do with my life".
Q3: So what are you going to do now?
Ans: I dunnoe. *shrug* Can also put in "live off papa", or "concentrate on getting my degree since it is my final year". (Really depends on who i'm talking to and how flippant I want to appear)
For the past few weeks i have answered the above 3 questions maybe about 200 times. So yes. There it is. Well thought out and fully explored.
Last days are always 30% SAD and 70% HAPPY. I guess as much as i bitch about my job, i'm never going to find another job like this that is so easy, flexible and with very decent pay. But then again, this is not neccesarily a bad thing. It's never good to be too comfortable or to stay in once place for too long.
I'm going to miss my workstation, and my friends / colleagues.
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[05 Nov 2007|08:59pm] |
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I'm having one my my "I REALLY REALLY REALLY MUST HAVE IT" moments. The last time it happened, it was with this Casio watch that was island wide out of stock ( I literally looked all over the island), and before that it was with this Guess bag that cost me $150, which i dont really use anymore, but it's nice to have anyway.
Anyway, my object of lust at the moment is the Nintento Wii (Weeeee~!). It costs about $650 for a local set (unmodded) with 2 free games. So bloody expensive. I've trawled simlim and the best i can do it $500. Still not sure if i am actually willing to spend that kind of money on a console. Actually what's holding me back is that i'm afraid after i blow the moolahs, i'll get bored after 3 mths.
I've been on Yahoo! auctions too... Thre's this brand new set going for $230... But if it's too good to be true, it probably is. Oh well.
But i really REALLY REALLy want it. I'm being a brat, i know, but I REALLY REALLY WANT IT.
BRAH. ok i go play my chicken game to distract myself. Bye.
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| Shitfaced |
[19 Oct 2007|02:06pm] |
I'm surprised people are still visiting my blog despite the very long hiatus.
Thank you for your continued support and i will strive to do better.
I went on a wine binge last night and am still suffering from the after-effects. My intestines, bowels and everything else feels woooozy. I want to go hooooomeeeee.
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| Post Break-up |
[18 Oct 2007|10:31am] |
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No I haven't broken up.
But somehow seem to be listening to break-up songs every where I go. Especially this one... Simply Red - So Not Over You. (Jem... If you're reading this go listen to it).
Anyway, its kinda put me in a strange mood to remember how heartbreak feels.
It's a weird time... I dont know about you, but I remember how it made me feel. Like I was hovering somewhere between being dead and alive. Wondering why your heart and guts feels like they're being squeezed and wrenched, that burst of emotion everytime you think about the bittersweet memories. And how is it that you're in so much pain and feel so numb, and yet you've never felt more alive before.
Maybe that's where the addiction to pain kicks in. If you lose the pain, what are you left with? To move on, and to stop the pain, yet if you do, then there's..... Nothing. Just nothing.
.... Distraction.... Memories permeating your senses and sobering you when you least expect it, that influx of emotion and it seems, heightening of your senses.
The roller-coaster ride of it all.
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| Neurosis |
[18 Oct 2007|09:47am] |
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I have thunder thighs and a lard arse, manly shoulders and a tummy that's bigger than my boobs. This is officially depressing.
-- Cover up.
I'm now advertising for people to go for aerobics with me. Please call me on my mobile if you're interested. Thank you.
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All I want for my birthday is to lose some weight.... Meiqi... Lend my a couple of worms can?
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| weee |
[17 Oct 2007|10:44am] |
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i'm not dead but my blog certainly is.
I have nothing juicy to update.
I am moving to siglap temporarily for 3 mths as my current place will be under reno.
That's about all the juicyness in my life.
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| Not Dead |
[20 Jun 2007|11:42am] |
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Do you know... It's been more than a month since my last update. Where are all my days going?? Why are they slipping past me faster than i can imagine? Q3's coming (already).
Bro's back from Eindhoven. It's good..he has really ugly hair but i'm sure he has other things on his mind. Other than that fact that i have no more carcar and am trying to readjust agn... I can't really complain. It's nice to have the whole family back... Actually it kinda feels like he never left.
Life's boring and i'm uninspired. I want to buy a console.... Leaning towards the wii... Roy's leaning towards the PS2. Can someone tell me more (price, bundle, games etc.) ? I'm clueless in this world of virtual games. The wii looks like good exercise though.
Bought a pair of pants from G2000 the other day.. I never used to be able to fit into any of their clothes... It's either the cutting improved, or i have finally succumed to the LARD ARSE phenomena. Tends to happen to girls who spend too much time sitting around on their backsides, with only fingers and eyes moving. The arse then grows to epic and horrific proportions. OMG.
Time to jian fei.
eh no.. Actually it's time for lunch. I shall end this very useless rant here and continue growing my lard arse. Toodles~!
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| Something Weird |
[16 May 2007|11:20am] |
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I'm so SLEEPY today. I know i say this everyday of my life but really. Slept at 5.30, woke up for work this morning but not before i said some rubbish to Lydia who always gives me a wake up call. I was reading one of those survey thingies.. And there was this qn, What's one thing weird about you? And i think the weird thing about me is that i talk in my sleep, much to the immense amusement of my (very evil and sadistic) boyfriend. And i do this quite often, especially when u ask me something when i'm sleeping. So i'm not actually sleeping, i'm hovering somewhere between sleep and wake and whatever i'm dreaming about feels like reality. For example: Scenario 1
Me: *Sleeping*
Royston: "Darling, where's the giraffe?"
Me: "In my car"
Royston: "okay...then where's the zebra?"
Me: "In my pocket"
Royston: *starts laughing uncontrollably*
Me: "What's so funny?! Stop laughing! What's so FUNNY??" Scenario 2:
Lydia: "Hi szeling, wake up"
Me: *gets out of bed and walks to hp* *images of rolling heads running through my mind* "okohnolatealreadybetterwakeupokbye"
FYI it's about 8.15am Scenario 3:
Me: *sleeping* DANCING FISH
Royston:"What?!"
Me: *wakes up and is really pai seh*
Royston: "I knew it. You're a greedy pig. Even when you're sleeping you dream of food"'
And then there was the famous toenail dream.
Quite funny. I do some really stupid things some times.
There was something else i wanted to blog about but cannot remember now. Zz. So sian.
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| Angry. |
[30 Apr 2007|02:23pm] |
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Sometimes the most careless remarks just gets the better of you.
I am going to dress up my bloody car cos i just cannot take it. Body Kit
Rims
Foggies
Headlights
Other Rubbish accessories | $600
$600
$130
$400
$300 | | Total | $2030 |
Results:
- Point Proven (most impt of all)
- **May** get noticed and complimented, but then again, may still be passed over
- I will no longer drive what has been described as a UFO
- Bro will drive car and i'll feel sian
- No money to spend on more important things (i.e. clothes and shoes)
Anyway, i'm not going to my beloved EU anymore. Might as well use the money and prove some other point.
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Or i could just get over myself. But since i cannot, I shall prepare to start to swipe Creddie again..
Oh btw.. Here's Creddie, my best buddy since i was 17.
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| for lack of something better to do.. |
[30 Apr 2007|12:17am] |
"I YELLED AT A SPOON BECAUSE I'M SEXY"
Royston's: I loved a mon(g)ster because someone offered me1,000,000 dollars
sheesh.oh well. There u go. LOL.
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Pick the month you were born on:
January--i danced with
February--i loved
March--i choked on
April--i licked
May-- i kicked
June--i murdered
July--i sang to
August--i had lunch with
September--i ran over
October--i smoked
November--i yelled at
December--i kissed
Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a paperclip
2-------a gangster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a monster
6-------a mexican
7-------a llama
8-------a banana
9-------myself
10-------my neighbor
11-------an ipod
12-------my dog
13-------chuck norris
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16-------a pickle
17-------your mom
18-------a spoon
19-------my best friends boyfriend
20-------a football player
21-------a permanent marker
22-------my boyfriend tounge
23-------a noodle
24-------my girlfriend
25-------a baseball bat
26-------my sister
27-------a cd
28-------my science teacher
29-------a thorn bush
30-------my cell phone
31-------A homeless guy
Pick the color of shirt you are
wearing:
White------Because im sexy
Black-------Because im a ninja.
Pink--------Because im homosexual.
Red---------Because i love her.
Blue--------Because the voices told me
to
Green------Because I hate myself.
Purple------because im an ass
Gray--------Because im drunk as hell
Yellow------Because someone offered me
1,000,000 dollars
Orange----Because i hate my family.
Other-------Because that's how I roll.
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[24 Apr 2007|11:21am] |
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To my dearest Bro:
I HATE YOU. But anyway, here's the video of muffin. Sorry it's so dark.. I dunoe how to edit it.
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I am LIBERATED! MY HORMONES HAVE LEFT ME! Last week was hormonal week and this week is a good week. Hate this time of the month. BLOODY HORMONES.
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| Still alive |
[23 Apr 2007|04:14pm] |
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Ah. It's been ages since my last post. I keep telling myself to update but then i get to lazy to upload my pictures. and who wants to read a boring blog entry with no pictures right?
You know recently, after a bout of blog hopping, i have decided there are far FAR far too many tortured souls and angsty individuals out there. Blog entries that hint so strongly that the blogger is about to die of depression. And i just find it so meaningless. If you're depressed, just bloody say it. Why do you have to say things like... "i'm drowning... and i wonder if anybody notices" or "I have withdrawn into my own world where it's so cold and lonely". DUH. Talk about attention seeking. I always believe that if you say things like that, you're dying for people to ask you what's wrong. So why not just take the first step, call a buddy and have a good bitch. What's this thing about acting the tortured soul.
Ok. I think i'm going off to the deep end again. But yes. That's the end of depressing blog entries for me. All blog entries shall be happy and pleasing to the eye. Hurrah!
So anyway, exams ended 2 weeks ago and i'm well rested enough to tackle another semester. Which happens to start tmr. Bloody school that is so stingy with term breaks.
So, some snippets of my life during these 2 weeks.
My woefully neglected bed. I should spend more time with it. It's getting a bit dusty.
Launch of Arsenal fan club. And me, the fake Arsenal supporter! They had free food that day! heeeheee.
One and only clubbing trip to St James since bloody exams ended. I'm a sad deprived creature.
Other than that, my life has been too banal for words. zz.
Came across this picture of my bro:
Lazy shit. hahaa. Always sprawled all over hotel beds like that... Here's a picture of your cat cos i know you miss him more than me.
Random Thought 1:
THE BANE OF MY LIFE. bloody parking summons. This month's has amounted to $130, not inclusive of all other amounts of money spent on parking. I dont understand why these aunties can't just slack off a bit. Go have a cup of kopi and leave my car alone. NBCB.
Random Thought 2:
What an apt name cos they're selling frozen food to busy individuals who have no time to cook. BO ENG indeed. =D
Okie... Till next time, when i'm feeling more interesting.. toodloo-loo~!
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| Exams |
[31 Mar 2007|02:00am] |
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8 more hours to go before my first paper.
Feeling very very brain dead. Been reading this bloody paragraph on Oxidative Phosporylation for the past half and hour... It still doesnt make any sense.
I am so screwed.
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| Colour Quiz |
[14 Mar 2007|10:38am] |
Free personality analysis of SzeLing.
Generated on Tue Mar 13 19:39:42 2007. SzeLing's Existing SituationSensuous. Inclined to luxuriate in things which give gratification to the senses, but rejects anything tasteless, vulgar, or coarse.
SzeLing's Stress SourcesWishes to be independent, unhampered, and free from any limitation or restriction, other than those which she imposes of herself or by her own choice and decision.
SzeLing's Restrained CharacteristicsRelationships rarely measure up to her high emotional expectations and her need to be made the center of things, leading to disappointment . Always has mental reservations and tends to remain emotionally isolated and unattached. Feels that she is burdened with more than her fair share of problems. However, she sticks to her goals and tries to overcome her difficulties by being flexible and accommodating.
SzeLing's Desired ObjectiveShelves her ambitions and forgoes her desire for prestige as she prefers to take things easily and indulge her longing for comfort and security.
SzeLing's Actual ProblemFights against restriction or limitation, and insists on developing freely as a result of her own efforts.
Take the ColorQuiz yourself right now!
Hmm. Just in case the link above doesnt work, here's the link. http://www.colorquiz.com/
Interesting. But the previous one i did seems more detailed. Still, something ti pass time. What do you think?
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| Still Alive |
[11 Mar 2007|10:41pm] |
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Apologies for the lack of updates. Just for the record, i'm still alive. I've actually been waiting for my CNY pics but they never came, so i shall just not bother.
Life's been boring of late. Exams are coming up faster than you can say "EXAMS!". Haha. So yes, i've been trying to mugg but somehow my heart just ain't innit. I'm more interested in Harry Potter.
Speaking of which, i cannot wait for the final book to come out. It's such a loooong way away. July 21 or thereabouts. Can't remember the exact date. That's like 3 mths away! By the time it's released my next exams will be here already la. zz.
What have i been doing of late? When i think about the past 2 weeks i only recall driving a lot. I seem to be ahmad-ing a lot of people around these days. Drive drive drive.
Ah. Sorry. Just small inconsequential bits of my life, and some other random thoughts. Just thought i'd post an entry before my blog gets dusty. Till next time when i'm feel more interesting...bye!
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| Lunar Greetings! |
[21 Feb 2007|11:01am] |
Happy Pig Pig Year, my friends!
Gong Hei Fatt Choy!! Hope this year will be prosperous and filled with love and happiness. For all that are still studying, Xue Ye Jin Bu, for those who are working, Nian Nian You Yu! Yay!
I love CNY. I get to wear nice nice and go round to collect money.
~ GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI NI AH!! GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI NI!! GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI NI AH!! GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI Niiiiiiiiii !!!! ~
It's the year of the Fire Pig. (Read: Year of Roasted Pork). Szeling's fengshui reading for this year says this year, many people will eat suckling pigs and roasted pork, leading to a general decrease in the population of pigs. This will lead to a general rise in blood pressure and high obesity count amongst humans. All humans should therefore watch their diet and remember. The key to everything is Moderation.
Also, everybody will get rich this year. HUAT AH!
yay.
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[20 Feb 2007|12:08pm] |
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